every winter it's the same fear; i'm gonna be alone on christmas this year. and though i think your heart is sincere, i know i don't really belong here. i sense their glares, and i feel unprepared. i'm afraid to say anything, cause i'm not sure that they'll know what i mean. i want to be here with your family, instead i'm packing up my things to leave. my heart is running on the cold air, they say that i spend too much time with you, but i don't listen. feel like i'm in high school again. it's reflected in the concepts they share. i might be there, but i don't see where. i'm far away mentally, cause i don't think they want to hear from me. i want to be part of my family, instead i'm sitting here silently. i'm afraid to say anything, cause i don't know if they care what i think. i want to be loved by somebody, instead i push them all away from me.
Daily focus-training coupled with strong work ethics pointed toward making life more bearable for others, could turn around this age for the better. This album is beautiful. A force for good. CHOSEN