- Vinyl picture is just a mock. Final product may look different.
- Comes with album poster (while supplies last).
- If you prefer vinyl to be shipped outside the LP jacket please leave a note when you place your order.
Second Pressing (Vinyl):
500 Opaque Teal
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 500
Purchasable with gift card
$22USDor more
Cassette + Digital Album
Third Pressing (Cassettes):
200 Gold Metallic
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 200
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
edition of 1000
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Limited Edition LP (1st Pressing)
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
First Pressing (Vinyl):
250 Clear & Black Split
350 Pink & White Mix
400 Black
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Cassette
Cassette + Digital Album
First Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Light Pink
100 Green Solid
125 Black
Second Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Goldenrod (band exclusive)
125 Silver Metallic
150 White
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Test Pressing LP
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
- extremely limited edition test pressing
- comes with original LP jacket + insert
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
i passed out, i couldn't stay awake. today's not unlike other days that led me to this place, they all feel the same. i struggle to build memories, and i can't feel what's inside of me or navigate this space at all. but all these thoughts and fears and words that imply i'm not trying, and hyper fixate on my failures, only serve myself. caught in the days where the lines bleed together, between the last scourge and the next failure. seems every time that i've felt my life changing, it's not good or bad just an altered arrangement. i see it now. my hopes betray reality, and i can't see what's in front of me. i'm consumed in a grind with nothing to show for all this time.
these moments pass and then they fade, homogenize into the gray: always exhausted, asleep in broad daylight, i wish i could sleep for the rest of my life. too sore to move, awake, but still in bed, glued to my sheets and trapped in my head. i'm calling it quits, i was fucked from the start, and all of the waiting tore me apart. the endless cycle crushes my heart, our lives fall to shit, reform and restart. we get up each morning, the past on our shoulders, and live out the same days over and over. we fall into bed, brush the past from our shoulders, and relive the nightmare over and over.
do you see it now? you read me like a book, didn't you?
Takes me back to my high school classroom during the days of binging Inio Asano's old manga scanlations before anything was licensed. At that time, I was discovering many kinds of Asian shoegaze, but I've never heard anything like this. Makes me think of Pasteboard, Supecar, and Midnight Pingpong a bit, and it's funny bc the first two I listen have blue album covers too. Lu
