- Vinyl picture is just a mock. Final product may look different.
- Comes with album poster (while supplies last).
- If you prefer vinyl to be shipped outside the LP jacket please leave a note when you place your order.
Second Pressing (Vinyl):
500 Opaque Teal
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 500
Purchasable with gift card
$22USDor more
Cassette + Digital Album
Third Pressing (Cassettes):
200 Gold Metallic
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 200
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
edition of 1000
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Limited Edition LP (1st Pressing)
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
First Pressing (Vinyl):
250 Clear & Black Split
350 Pink & White Mix
400 Black
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
Sold Out
Limited Edition Cassette
Cassette + Digital Album
First Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Light Pink
100 Green Solid
125 Black
Second Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Goldenrod (band exclusive)
125 Silver Metallic
150 White
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
Sold Out
Limited Edition Test Pressing LP
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
- extremely limited edition test pressing
- comes with original LP jacket + insert
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
i tried to be someone else to escape it all. it became an obsession, and i awoke in a world divorced from self; a false reimagining of which i am the subject, shrouded in abstract conceptual intangibles. i know that i'm broken, and i play the part. why try to get better? i was born to tear myself apart. this lifelong dissonance, how could it mean nothing? i become a concept inside of myself.
all the failures of our fathers can't define us. if all that weight fell on our shoulders, who could blame us?
i felt locked in a stigma beyond my control, and in my vulnerability i am fed their words and i swallow them whole. promised a way out, and i sign a contract, a widespread mandate to suppress doubt and push it all inside: my endlessly lost heart and raging mind, just keep it all inside. but the shame and trauma, how could it mean nothing? it lives inside of me, rebuilds and restarts.
all the failures of our fathers can't define us. if all that weight fell on our shoulders, who could blame us? our anxieties and fears can't control us if all their thoughts fall on deaf ears.
i erase these memories, and i try to reconstruct myself to fit into this life. you might want to be someone else but what good would that do you if all this weight falls on your shoulders?