- Vinyl picture is just a mock. Final product may look different.
- Comes with album poster (while supplies last).
- If you prefer vinyl to be shipped outside the LP jacket please leave a note when you place your order.
Second Pressing (Vinyl):
500 Opaque Teal
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 500
Purchasable with gift card
$22USDor more
Cassette + Digital Album
Third Pressing (Cassettes):
200 Gold Metallic
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 3 days
edition of 200
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
edition of 1000
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Limited Edition LP (1st Pressing)
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
First Pressing (Vinyl):
250 Clear & Black Split
350 Pink & White Mix
400 Black
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Cassette
Cassette + Digital Album
First Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Light Pink
100 Green Solid
125 Black
Second Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Goldenrod (band exclusive)
125 Silver Metallic
150 White
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Test Pressing LP
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
- extremely limited edition test pressing
- comes with original LP jacket + insert
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
i couldn't get my life back, i couldn't save myself. all the words of my mother hang heavy over me. it's summer in texas, 2003. i dissociate, the world around me fades. there is no self if there is no one else, so i isolate and suppress discomfort, and i sacrifice any shred of my own self-worth. while i put so much faith
in my open eyes, i have never felt so lonely and desperate.
i couldn't get my life back, i didn't stand a chance. all the pain within my past weighs heavy on my heart. the euphoria won't last, it'll tear your life apart. i feel the same; the world around me changed. it is a mess, and i could not make sense of the brave new world i navigate alone, or my hyper-vulnerability i now call home, 'cause i put so much trust in their shifting words, and i have never felt so stupid and useless before. but it is all my fault, i never should have trusted them. it's easy to smile and wave, to tell them one thing to their face, it's hard to tell the truth. yeah, it is all my fault, but how could i have known that what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way other people see you?
Takes me back to my high school classroom during the days of binging Inio Asano's old manga scanlations before anything was licensed. At that time, I was discovering many kinds of Asian shoegaze, but I've never heard anything like this. Makes me think of Pasteboard, Supecar, and Midnight Pingpong a bit, and it's funny bc the first two I listen have blue album covers too. Lu
