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- Comes with album poster (while supplies last).
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Second Pressing (Vinyl):
500 Opaque Teal
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
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ships out within 3 days
edition of 500
Purchasable with gift card
$22USDor more
Cassette + Digital Album
Third Pressing (Cassettes):
200 Gold Metallic
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
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ships out within 3 days
edition of 200
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
edition of 1000
Purchasable with gift card
$10USDor more
Limited Edition LP (1st Pressing)
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
First Pressing (Vinyl):
250 Clear & Black Split
350 Pink & White Mix
400 Black
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Cassette
Cassette + Digital Album
First Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Light Pink
100 Green Solid
125 Black
Second Pressing (Cassettes):
75 Goldenrod (band exclusive)
125 Silver Metallic
150 White
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Limited Edition Test Pressing LP
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
- extremely limited edition test pressing
- comes with original LP jacket + insert
Includes unlimited streaming of what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
tonight will be the night, i'm going to make this right. i ran out the door so fast, they thought i wouldn't come back; back to the same three days over and over again. fraction of zero sum, ad infinitum: all the regret i keep, all the mistakes i dread, exhausted from oversleep, awake but still in bed, ashamed of the things i've said, afraid of what's in my head. so under this bridge i'll stay, and wait for the same three days to end.
i sob when i speak, they're looking at me but i can't tell what they see. my thoughts slow to a crawl, i embrace the fall, so i won't answer your calls.
it wasn't always this way: perpetually in the gray. solace in empty fate, the years evaporate. but within the harsh spotlight, i bury myself inside, 'cause every time that i think i let you go. they will construct this maze of fear that i navigate. i'll attempt to parse my place, you'll define everything. i'll finally shut my mouth, feel both my feet touch ground, put an end to this run, just say the word and i'll jump.
"to everyone: yeah, you were right, i'll never get better and i'm sorry. next time, i won't sob when i speak, i'll be at peace because it's not "want" it's "need". i need to be someone else".
Takes me back to my high school classroom during the days of binging Inio Asano's old manga scanlations before anything was licensed. At that time, I was discovering many kinds of Asian shoegaze, but I've never heard anything like this. Makes me think of Pasteboard, Supecar, and Midnight Pingpong a bit, and it's funny bc the first two I listen have blue album covers too. Lu